What goes around

I have a strange mixture of BSB & Justin Timberlake floating around in my head. Bah.

hokai, good things to start off with

• my boss says she's gonna try her best so we don't have to work Saturdays. I still think it'll happen but hoping it won't

• Next Friday I am off. Mom got rooms in Biloxi but I'm not sure if I'm going, gotta watch the $$.

• It is supposed to rain all weekend.

• I am making myself go to the cemetery, damn the heat.

I can't stop thinking of Disneyworld. Or Gatlinburg, for that matter. The latter makes me unspeakably depressed. The former makes me sad because I want to go back and have a different experience but I don't know how I'll ever get there, and even if I do I'm not sure what the circumstances will be. I know what I want them to be, but who really gives a shit? I can't exactly blame my Dad for never wanting to take us on another vacation...the last two he was kind enough to take us on were ruined.

Other good news, I did a hard clean on both Macbook and iMac and now I have allll the space. After getting braketag this weekend and running errands, I am going to sit my ass down and do some photo work, as it grounds me. May stop by Trader Joe's and get some more of those croissant things (they were freakin amazing) and try to keep my head above water.

Riley's bday coming up soon, not sure when that is going to happen, as long as it's not at Chuckie Cheese's, I'm still working through residual trauma from that last birthday. I don't think we'll have many options since a lot of places aren't doing birthday parties, but I guess we'll see what's up. Tubing at the end of July.

ughhh I hate long days

-Rae