The beginning of the end

I’m nervous about what’s ahead.

It feels like I’ve come far enough to where I finally feel comfortable paying my bills and handling things and now a goddamn virus may lay me low. If I get laid off I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but it’s not gonna be easy.

what can you do?

nothing.

after awhile you get so tired of the what ifs that you just let the tide take you.

i thought I’d be okay being alone tonight but I guess alone is relative.