say what you're feeling

Obligatory blog post.

My dishwasher disposal is broken, which is a pain in the fucking dick because I hate washing dishes and all of my cleaning supplies were taken out of the cabinet so that the guy could work on it, except he never showed up (thanks Sunlake) so now I have a fuck-ton of dishes to wash and no counter space and I don't want to do it. I was all set to be rained in this weekend and that stupid TS didn't do jack shit except for Friday, so I decided I was just going to live like an animal and not clean a damn thing, which is very rare for me because I like my apartment to be orderly. Jack is back to his barking shit, which got me into trouble with Sunlake, something I cannot understand because the sonic thing was working perfectly and all of a sudden it stopped affecting him? It may have been low on battery so I replaced it, but I'm too nervous to leave to check and see if it works. Going to have to figure something out because this little bastard can't hold me hostage in here, I have shit to do. May have to get a sonic collar. I'd try a muzzle but he's too good at getting them off of him.

On Friday I left (bringing Jack with me, I had no choice) in the middle of a torrential rainstorm to go check out Autum's new apartment, which is pretty much a hop skip and a jump from my apartment. It's cute, very strangely built. I didn't stay long because they were moving and I didn't want Jack and I to be underfoot. Mom got me some McAllisters, which was yummy.

Sid got the new Oculus and let me use his old one, which was very nice. I'm having a blast on it. Downloaded VR Chat, which took a minute to get used to but it's really fun, going around to all the worlds and checking them out. I don't speak to anyone (surprise surprise) but it's fun to observe and wander around. I can't do it for too long because I get nauseous with a headache, but it's a lot of fun. I'd like to bring it to a place where I have a lot of room to move around, because my Home Screen is a mountain lodge and I can't really explore it because my apartment is small. I need like a hotel conference room or something.

Just gotta get through this week and then Oddities. Hopefully they keep on letting us have OT, it's really not that hard to work as long as I do a fuck-ton of submissions and clear my cases just right.

I'm back to that fun old habit of writing FB statuses and then erasing them, which is a sign that my social anxiety is popping off.

I guess I'm gonna go try to clean up this nightmare.

Rae