Updated: Oct 21, 2021
Some situations have improved, some have worsened.
Back at work today, though my schedule is flexible and I can knock off when I like. Working off hotel Wifi here is a lot better then it was in Birmingham. It makes me feel good to be making some money.
I fucking hate limbo. Hate it.
I feel like I'm in a paper bag and the opening is getting smaller and smaller. Thank God for CBD, uninterrupted baths, and anxiety drugs.
-Rae
I will not be updating this anymore, or if I do, it will be extremely sporadic. I have to force myself to write in my private journal, which is more important, and there's no point in writing two diff
my mental health is so bad. I think I need some help. this existence is fucking pointless.
To preface this post, I want to say that if you have lost a loved one recently, especially a pet, I wouldn't read any further. While Jack's death was heartbreaking and sudden, it could have been much,