I think of what the world could be

Got out of the house today. Well, I got out of the house last night, too. Nanny took Mom & I out to Cheesecake Factory, which was cool. I went to Whole Foods and got some truffle cheese (no bechamel, boo) and Trader Joes for those croissants. Also stopped by Buffalo Wild Wings and got that bomb ass lemon seasoning. All this holing up in my room is turning me into a bit of a foodie. I’ve lost six pounds though. Depression is finally good for something!

This morning was rough. Went grocery shopping, and then I hung out with Sid for awhile while he was in town. We went a few places. Got a sweet projection light at 5 Below. Ate at Buffalo Wild Wings. Japanese store. He really wanted some pictures with his Mando helmet and Baby Yoda at the Lakefront, they came out really good. My cough is getting worse so he left earlier and I’m in the tub, drinking Jack and eating raspberries and trying to clear my mind. Though we had some adjustments to make along the way, we’re still good friends. Just friends is all I’m able to offer to anyone for a long time. Sid is on his own journey anyway, and it’s going well for him. I’m envious for all the healthy reasons.

Jack got a haircut, they did pretty well except for one long string on his throat that honestly baffles me. Why/ how did they forget that? Should I cut it or not? Things that keep me awake at night, volume 1000.

Tomorrow I am going to try to go to cemetery and maybe Torrid. Taking pictures today really made me realize how much I miss it. One thing I am trying to do is to catch and eliminate distractions in the background.

I think I’m gonna get really drunk and heat up the chicken littles from CF and sprinkle some of that lemon pepper shit on it.