Honeybee

Updated: Nov 4, 2020

“Even in all of my undoing, I am still too scuffed up

for your tender heart.

In all of my undressing, I am still too tough

to be pulled apart.

You never knew what to make of anything

that you couldn’t dig your hands into

and I will not be made to apologize

for the reasons

I had to become hard.”

Excerpt From

Honeybee

Trista Mateer

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