Updated: Jan 26, 2022
Weekend in the cave.
been nice.
spending today feeling like a raw nerve. not sure if it’s the binging of Euphoria, rereading TMIL, or the fact that this morning I woke up, and A was there.
he’s been gone for months but he was there and so was she and I sunk into it but now I feel like that raw exposed nerve and I don’t like it.
I don’t like it at all.
I will not be updating this anymore, or if I do, it will be extremely sporadic. I have to force myself to write in my private journal, which is more important, and there's no point in writing two diff
my mental health is so bad. I think I need some help. this existence is fucking pointless.
To preface this post, I want to say that if you have lost a loved one recently, especially a pet, I wouldn't read any further. While Jack's death was heartbreaking and sudden, it could have been much,