Comings and goings

Mentally exhausted. Busy weekend.

Scott slept over Friday night and Sid came over on Saturday morning so we could go to Oddities. I actually wore a dress (over leggings) and goth-ed out a little. We got in (sooooo many freaks-n-geeks, my 00's era inner goth girl was feeling it) and walked around for awhile. There weren't any demonstrations, but they had some cool stuff. Lots of dead things and furs. We did another rotation and then Lacey got there, so we did another rotation with her, and by the time we got to the back of the 2nd hall, Holly and dem bois showed up, so we did another round with them. I think I bought the most out of everyone: three stickers (A Whatever, Love sticker, a 2020 Plague Doctor, and an End Human Existence) a really cool polished silver chalice for $2, a cute Lisa-frankish goat, and a really neat Flambeaux print. We hung out with them for a bit before everyone dispersed, and Sid and I tried to go to Trader Joes (I wanted some of those PBJ snacks they were advertising) but their freezer went out so almost everything was empty, then he decided he needed to go to Ulta, so we went all the way back to Elmwood, but the lines were too long there, and then I got hungry so I suggested They All Asked For You. Ordered it and picked it up (ughhh pitmaster Cuban sandwich, yes daddy) and holy run on sentence, stop it. There's nowhere to eat at They All Asked For You, so we went back to my apartment and ate, then ran to Autum's new place so Riley and Sid could see each other, and then Sid went home and Scott came back. Watched some more Big Bang and then knocked out. Long effing day, but it was a lot of fun.

Today I promised Autum I'd take Riley swimming so she could get some stuff done, so Scott and I woke up and went to pick him up. It was pretty for the first hour or so but then it started raining really hard, but we didn't get out of the pool (because rain fuck yeah) and then Sid came back and brought Jack to me, so they all swam (in the rain) until I brought Riley up to dry his clothes and give him some food while he watched Ready Player One. Brought him back home and then Scott and Sid came up for a bit, and then Scott left to go home a few minutes ago. I'm really sleepy but I have a lot of photo work to do (which is becoming more and more overwhelming, holy shit) which I might do in bed because ughhh I am fucking worn out. I need to take a break from photos for a minute but my inner Anxious Bitch keeps insisting that my CDs are getting worse and worse by the hour (they're just sitting there, it makes no sense) so I need to preserve what I can. I'm already afraid that some of them are so damaged that I won't be able to recall a good bit of my files, but I am slowly piecing it all together. It's tedious as shit and I have the attention span of a drunk goat right now.

Chat is doing pretty good, at least better than it was.

Therapy appointment tomorrow. It is sorely needed. I think the universe is finally showing me what I can't take and I think like most things in my life that I need to be pushed to my breaking point so I won't betray my convictions. I am tired of having regrets. I want experiences, dammit.

If I take a nap I am going to be one spicy bitch