interesting

It is strange to realize that even when I lived in LaPlace and was further away from everyone and everything else, I usually felt connected to things, people, whatever.

Now I'm in the midst of almost everyone I know, and I feel as if I am on an empty metal ship in a a steadily rising sea.

I know I'm not, but

whenever I have someone over here, I am scared for them to leave.

Because when they do, I have to face the fact that I'm not so different from everyone else after all-

I'm scared of being alone.