I don’t

know how to ask for help. When I do it, I do it in a roundabout way. I’m sure people appreciate a more direct approach these days, but I’ve been direct, and it’s gotten me nowhere. The only thing I’ve ever gotten from being direct is four years of distance. Rejection. Resentment. The end result is what you're seeing here. I'm pretty sure the retort to this would be, "Well, if you don't ask, you don't get." Yeah. Okay.

Explain to me how that's different from anything I'm going through now.

I have asked. I have made it clear as to what it is I need. Why should I have to keep reminding anybody? If that makes me a bitch, then I'm a fucking bitch. If it makes me not worth the trouble, don't let the door hit you on the ass on the way out.

So I’m not going to ask. I’m not going to explain to you how to love me. I’m through making it fucking easy. Anyone can love somebody else. Love is the easy part. But love isn't one goddamn sided. Being an oblivious guy Is no longer an excuse. And if that means I stay single forever That's how it has to be.